Recently, very recently, I had to make a difficult decision, mainly on moral grounds.
The problem is that as I have said before, just because you make a difficult decision, for all the right reasons, you aren’t necessarily happy that you had to make that decision.
I know that Jayne and Ken will be reading this and saying that I need to do a lot more chanting about it. Believe me, I have chanted and chanted, and chanted some more, but if you are unhappy about why you made the decision, it leaves you stuck in the middle of a dilemma.
Given time, and changes in circumstances, I am sure it will work itself out, but right now I’m just stuck.
Off to chant again now, it’s the best way to get resolution. Nam Myoho Renge Kyo.
The Search For Enlightenment 
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