The Search For Enlightenment

Having spent several hours mulling over what I should write for my input into my works appraisal over the weekend, then wondering what feedback I would receive from my manager at the meeting today, I was pleased, not to say a little relieved, when the majority of it was positive.

Who of us hasn’t worried, just a little, about how others see our efforts? We all thrive on a little praise and the feeling of being appreciated, so it is pleasing when it comes, particularly when it is a little unexpected.

I hope that most people find me quite grounded, fairly rational, even a bit laid back. I have found that since I started practicing Nichiren Buddhism, that I am able to see the bigger picture and not react to the the immediate situation.

But that could be seen as having a predominant life-state of Tranquillity, and that is part good, part bad.

Tranquillity, also called Humanity, as seen as one of the lower of the Ten Worlds, has two sides. On the one hand it can be described as being at peace, in control of ones desires, with an ability to act rationally and with humanity. On the other, it is the World of inactivity, lethargy and inertia. Failing to tackle issues, thus leading to decline and neglect.

So, whilst I have had a metaphorical pat on the back, I must be aware that my Tranquillity has to be tempered by, or combined with, the resolution to be determined to push ahead with my goals, to confront my tendency to ‘put things off till tomorrow’ and to strive with all my being to reach the higher Worlds through rigorous Practice.