The Search For Enlightenment

If you read yesterday’s post, you will know that today was Charlotte’s day of reckoning.

The decision to be made, was that of whether she could commence her cancer treatment whilst being able to continue with her pregnancy.

So I chanted, and chanted and chanted some more. Several people who read the blog also offered to chant for Charlotte, and for that, I am so very grateful.

This morning was very tense, I knew that Charlotte’s appointment was looming and that any decision that meant she would lose the baby would be a terrible blow.

I sent supportive texts and waited.

Then relief, a text from Charlotte telling me that she had got her dearest wish, she can keep the baby.

I realise that this is not the end, it is not even the beginning of the end, but it is the end of the beginning. I also realise that the result doesn’t prove that my practice influenced the outcome today, all I do know, is that the more I practice, the more these positives seem to happen.